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Friday, February 28, 2014
Friday 28 2014: Giant mix bag of compost heap of feels
Hello.
So I read somewhere that writing blogs every once in a while helps people deal with stress and better at sorting out their priorities.
Actually I just made that up.
Felt like I needed to have a valid excuse to do something I have never done before (although I did write two diary entries when I was in second grade. So cheesy that I just dropped the whole thing and never looked back). But since I have nothing else to do anyway so anyway here we go.
Four things that stuck out the most this week. Schoolwork (of course). Medical bill. Injury. And a really huge crush on this senior.
Not going into any specific details on any of those things but honestly at the end of this week they got me into this giant mix bag of compost heap of feels.
Just when I got so hyped up after getting a grade so much better than expected, I ran behind a deadline over here and got rejected to a program over there. Now I don't know what to do for summer, which sucks cause haha there's no way I'm coming back home.
Just when I thought the med bills are taken care of, I got another injury up on the list. The messed up part is the med bills were, in fact, not taken care of. Can't even make my way out of bed cause the coccyx is being a bitch. Almost passed out when received the bill in the mail. Way too much on the plate right now.
And here I lie on my bed with this picture of this girl running on my mind round and round. She told me I could switch seat with her. For the love of Shakya all I want is a seat near you. Then again even when that happens I would probably be just awkward. The big brown eyes aside, man I'm telling you she has a sexy mind. I once saw her biting her nails in class once. The way she looked so focus killed me for what seemed like an eternity. My o my.
O and the fact that she's graduating by itself is a buzzkill, although this could be a blessing in disguise. Probably I would get over her. For sure she doesn't even know me so this could be easy.
Next week maybe I'll say something about potential major. It'll be a rough entry but obviously it's a battle cry for Pre-med and Humanities. I love Bio and been quite decent at it for all my life. But honestly what kind of a born Buddhist know jack about Buddhism? Seriously though Goldberg and Chua are so boss.
Anyhow, time to read Coming of Race. Like Shakya once said,
Go for the middle way
Til next time.
So I read somewhere that writing blogs every once in a while helps people deal with stress and better at sorting out their priorities.
Actually I just made that up.
Felt like I needed to have a valid excuse to do something I have never done before (although I did write two diary entries when I was in second grade. So cheesy that I just dropped the whole thing and never looked back). But since I have nothing else to do anyway so anyway here we go.
Four things that stuck out the most this week. Schoolwork (of course). Medical bill. Injury. And a really huge crush on this senior.
Not going into any specific details on any of those things but honestly at the end of this week they got me into this giant mix bag of compost heap of feels.
Just when I got so hyped up after getting a grade so much better than expected, I ran behind a deadline over here and got rejected to a program over there. Now I don't know what to do for summer, which sucks cause haha there's no way I'm coming back home.
Just when I thought the med bills are taken care of, I got another injury up on the list. The messed up part is the med bills were, in fact, not taken care of. Can't even make my way out of bed cause the coccyx is being a bitch. Almost passed out when received the bill in the mail. Way too much on the plate right now.
And here I lie on my bed with this picture of this girl running on my mind round and round. She told me I could switch seat with her. For the love of Shakya all I want is a seat near you. Then again even when that happens I would probably be just awkward. The big brown eyes aside, man I'm telling you she has a sexy mind. I once saw her biting her nails in class once. The way she looked so focus killed me for what seemed like an eternity. My o my.
O and the fact that she's graduating by itself is a buzzkill, although this could be a blessing in disguise. Probably I would get over her. For sure she doesn't even know me so this could be easy.
Next week maybe I'll say something about potential major. It'll be a rough entry but obviously it's a battle cry for Pre-med and Humanities. I love Bio and been quite decent at it for all my life. But honestly what kind of a born Buddhist know jack about Buddhism? Seriously though Goldberg and Chua are so boss.
Anyhow, time to read Coming of Race. Like Shakya once said,
Go for the middle way
Til next time.
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